You are the embodiment of everything I have ever feared.
A manipulative liar.
A dirty soul claiming to be pure.
When you bought me that drink, you slipped something evil in there. Because after that I lost myself.
I lost my control.
I lost the love I had for myself.
I lost my independence and my confidence.
You were absolute poison for my fragile system.
You cheated the system and were always two steps ahead of the game, because you already knew how this one would end. I would lose everything that I came into your life with, and you would leave so much richer.
The thought of you now makes my stomach turn. The idea that I let something I feared most control so much of my life is a sickening thought.
I acted blind, but I saw you for everything that you were, and I somehow still accepted it.
Looking back now, I don’t think I have ever been more ignorant in my life. Such a stupid girl had taken over me.
The smile of a devil lured me in with warmth and open arms. Once inside I realized the weather there was quite cold, the heart so frigid.
I wish I could say that I hate you. Yet, the feelings I have left burn much deeper than that. I pray for the lost soul that connects with yours next. I fear that yours is simply a mirage. An empty space where only coldness grows.